I know how you feel, believe me. You’re more than likely still working the “real” job to pay the bills and put treats in your and your family’s mouths. Trading is an after work (or maybe during work) hobby, and happens if and when you have enough strength to keep your eyes open. You haven’t gained the trading experience to take it full time, but that’s the dream. And a great dream it is.
But it seems like the days are getting shorter, and there’s never enough time in the day to get everything, or even a good portion of the things, done. The day starts and then runs into night even before you realize it.
Your 9-5 has turned into an 8-6, and your second job, whether that’s another job, your family, or continued education, is taking precedence over you fulfilling your Forex dreams.
You wake up. Back to work.